So, here I am. 29 years old. My life has become increasingly complicated lately. Well, I say lately, but I think it’s probably always been that way. I’m one of these people you might call an “overachiever” or a “pleaser”. Yep. That’s me. I put too many irons in the fire, only to burn my hand when I try to take them out. I guess this goes all the way back to high school, and probably even childhood, when I wanted to do everything, and be the best at it. Who knows where and when it started?
But, at 29, I’m finally realizing that I cannot be perfect, I cannot do everything, and I certainly can’t always be the best. What has led me to realize that, you might ask? I think a lot of different factors have led me to this realization; lack of sleep, constant tardiness, dirty, cluttered house, overwhelming finances, and just a general feeling of being spread too thin. I am constantly deprived of sleep from trying to fit too many things into one day. I run late a lot these days, because I’m trying to fit too much in, my finances suffer because they are overstretched from being, well, overstretched. Too much month, not enough money. This probably stems from buying too much. I’m diving into that later, instead of getting too deep right now. My house is never in order, because at this point, I don’t have time to maintain it and all the junk in it!
There is no one straw that has finally broken the camel’s back, but too many straws to number. I do know this: I am ready to simplify my life and the lives of my family. My husband is on board with me, and I hope and believe my children will follow. I’m tired of my life being centered around how much money we make, how many “things” we acquire, and how many different activities we can be involved in. Don’t get me wrong, we’re still going to have a few things that are nice and be involved in a couple of activities, but I’m slowing teaching myself the word “NO”, and I’m beginning to use it! I’m proud of myself!
What is my goal? A year from now, I hope life feels easier, tidy, satisfying, and happy. I’m hoping that life will pass just a little bit slower, because life as it is now, feels like one of those roller-coasters that you’ve waited three hours in line for, and when you finally get on, you feel disoriented, rushed, and sick by the time it’s over.
I want our family focus to center around three things: God, family, and enjoying our one life here on Earth. I think these are the first steps to our new, simplified, focused lives. I hope you’ll take this journey with me, as I struggle through the complicated, unkempt, dissatisfying, crazy life that exists for me right now.
Leave me a comment! How does the world around you feel right now? Simple, Sweet, and Slow or Complicated, Unkempt, and Crazy? Let me know…